So baby is really making it's presence known this week. The "Morning Sickness" or as I like to call it "puked if I do, puked if I don't sickness", is really rearing its ugly head. It is really frustrating because if I eat, I am puking, and if I don't eat I am so nauseated that I want to die. And it doesn't help AT ALL that I caught bronchitis this week too. So my lungs are congested and my nose is stuffy and I keep gagging on my own mucus (sorry I know that is REALLY gross) and every time I gag, I puke because I am already nauseated. I am really wanting to be happy about this baby. I have wanted one for so long that I feel horribly guilty for being miserable instead of joyful. I want so badly to just be like "this is soooo worth it" but right now the pregnancy isn't really even real for me yet so it is hard to imagine a sweet baby in my arms when all of this is over. I am really hoping my ultrasound on Monday will help to finally make me feel like I am growing a baby.
I am really excited for the ultrasound. We are checking for a heart beat and for multiples. I am hoping for one super strong heart beat. :) I will be back to update this on Monday.
Until then... well I hope to just be able to eat something.
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